Vengeance

sorry about that last entry.

Thu, 01 May 2008 23:41:48 GMT

I was baked out of my brain. I'm bored at work. Josh moved in. Nothing bad there. Everyone's hanging out at the apartment drinking. And here i am...working. Like always. Haven't seen matt in months. Yet he's at my place. Blah.

the sky has become the autumnal grey again.

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 17:11:14 GMT

i'm back in gloves and jackets again. it was just spring a few days ago. has summer passed by in my sleep, enveloping me in a dreary eternal autumn?

stolen cell phone.

Sun, 06 Apr 2008 20:26:32 GMT

hit me up with your number, because i won't have it.

top 13 of 07.

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 15:06:18 GMT

yeah. 13. i'd do 666, but there's no way that many good albums came out this year.

1)Baroness - The Red Album

fuck yeah. seriously. this album is ridiculously fucking groovy. and i love it. so fuckin many good grooves, either southern rock or otherwise.

2) Dying Fetus - War of Attrition

i didn't think this band could get any more intense. fuck. did you?

3) Dimmu Borgir - In Sorte diaboli

i'm gonna catch shit for this one. i already know it. i don't really care, though. this album continues in dimmu's return to BM form quite nicely. over-the-top melodic, and with the most satanic music videos i've ever seen get recognition. good fuckin job boys.

4) Mayhem - Ordo Ad Chao

Attila, thank you for rejoining mayhem. hellhammer, thank you for not mixing your drums. this album is necro as fuck (which makes for a nice contrast from their last album). Maybe the darkest and most depressing black metal album of all time, blasphemer's guitars just make a wall of depression that's treble-y enough to make your ears bleed. fuck yes.

5)OM - Pilgrimage

okay. post-sleep band that's not high on fire. sounds great, right? well, it is. and on their second(?) album, this two-some (al and chris from sleep. no guitars...and it WORKS) summons the sleeping ghost of Black Sabbath (poor fucking "heaven and hell") better than anyone. the amount of THC in my veins jumps every time i hear it.

6) Behemoth - The Apostasy

fucking brutal. if nile started playing black metal? or if behemoth started playing death metal? anyway, this transition started a few years back and at this point is just fucking ridiculous.

7)Cephalic Carnage - Xenosapien

intense grind band got even more technical and matured the slightest bit (though not too much...it IS grind). fucking great.

8) SUNN O))) and Boris collaboration
SUNN and boris. need I say more?

9) The Fucking Champs - IV

instrumental metal at its fucking best. catchy-as-shit guitar hooks and just an all-around happy sound, while still being metal. FUCK YEAH!

10) Dark Tranquility - Fiction

glad to hear there's a gothenburg band still playing it right. it's slaughter of the soul with keyboards. sweet!

11) Down III

this should probably be near the top of my list, but i'm too lazy to fix that now.

12) Exodus - The Atrocity Exhibition: Exhibit A

thrash metal gods exodus, with added members from Testament and Slayer. there is no bad here. only badASS!

13) Municipal Waste - The Art of Partying

the waste's third album is definitely one of my top 5 from this year. crossover thrash that's probably the most intense thing since Vio-Lence. seriously. too bad i'm too lazy to move it up on my list.

honorable mention to "genesis" and "minus the heard". but definitely not quite on the list.

SHAME TO DARKEST HOUR AND VITAL REMAINS. WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING?! YOUR ALBUMS THIS YEAR WERE HUGE DISAPPOINTMENTS!

that's my wrap-up.

maya wrote this. it's pretty much what i was thinking, as well.

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 04:58:54 GMT

We did it. We moved to Charleston.over two weeks ago.
charleston is amazing.

i work at an amazing restaurant called five loaves café as a line cook. it's my favorite place to eat. lynn is a bicycle delivery boy for an indian restaurant down the street until he can find a full time job. we're getting through life, despite the fact that during the move we racked up about 700 bucks on the credit card and got royally fucked over in decatur.

which i'll openly talk about for the first time right now.

it started when danny moved in with us. lilith got pissed off and found a new place. we were glad to see her go, since we had no idea that things would be worse after that than we'd ever imagined.
danny destroyed the apartment. burned holes through the carpet, left vomit everywhere and hid it so that it molded and ate at the floors. spit phlegm all over the walls and smeared peanut butter everywhere (because wreaking havoc on an apartment is AWESOME as long as your name isn't on the lease), had beer fights with ebby which resulted in the place smelling like a giant bottle of icehouse that had been up danny's ass. danny spilled ice cream down the back of my computer and claimed to have cleaned it up but hadn't, which lead to a huge, HUGE roach infestation INSIDE my computer, speakers, subwoofer... basically, the only things of value i own. he then proceeded to move out, not return his key and come back one night to the empty apartment (we were living with susan at the time) and take a shit on my pillow. yes, ladies and gentlemen. it was so awful for me to, after the above listed things, tell him to move out that he took a dump on my pillow. cool.

after danny, we had these two guys named joey and trevor move in. joey seemed nice enough... responsible and kind. at this point, he owes me six hundred dollars of which i know i'll never see one cent. instead of keeping the apartment orderly and paid for after i left, which he PROMISED to do, he left it trashed and moved out, refusing to pay the rent. he fucked me over after promising.

trevor lied to us from the getgo... about his age, his family, his residence, his jobs... we found out after he moved in that he was an unemployed sixteen year old with absolutely no money. so that was great. he dipped out too, so now lynn and i are desperately searching for a way to pay off the rent by the end of this month so that the lease will be over and i'll only have to pay for damages. i'm expecting roughly a thousand in those. awesome.

HOWEVER.
our new apartment is righteous. it's tiny, but cute. carnage gets her own room. it's only 575 a month, which we'll be able to pull off easily and still have time for school and everything else. our neighbors are awesome and we live in the perfect part of town. honestly, if decatur fell off the map, we'd have a perfect life aside from the roaches that stowed away in the shit we brought with us.

they'll die with time, so will my fear of people in general. i'm so terrified of being fucked over again that i have no interest in making friends or meeting people, but i'm hoping that will fade. i want this new life to be a good one.

AND I ALSO WANT EVERYONE TO REALIZE WHAT KIND OF PERSON DANIEL BURDETTE MOLL IS. i don't care if he's danny bondage to you, i could give a fuck less. just know that he WILL use you, he WILL fuck you over and you WILL feel like an idiot afterwards.

it's so funny, i had to deal with so many crying girls at that apartment that he'd just leave sitting in his bedroom when he was done with them. i advised them to leave and not answer his calls, but they'd always come back. it's so stupid. i didn't even set myself up for it and he still managed to ruin my life. but fuck it. i'm getting over it and i'll be just fine.

i'm making this entry public for a reason, i want EVERYONE to see it, especially the people i'm calling out here for what they've done. we'll see.

so fuck georgia and fuck the people there. i'm done with it.

moving to charleston.

Wed, 17 Jan 2007 08:09:34 GMT

and...tonight was pretty shitty.

i went to say goodbye to an old friend because..."hey! i'm moving out of state. this is it, dude"

tonight i learned just how much videogame addiction really CAN fuck someone up.

and it's fucking sad dude.

sometimes you just feel…

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 07:19:23 GMT

almost betrayed. everyone’s gone. they went to go eat or drink or party. too drunk to pick me up from work, but not to leave me here alone with absolutely 0 contact with the outside world.

between the five of you, there are four cell phones. why not leave one at the apartment so i can call you when i get home after 10 hours of work? why the fuck not?

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 07:46:59 GMT

freezing tofu.

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 21:35:32 GMT

i read on here that one should freeze tofu for about a week.

here's what i don't know:
do you drain the moisture first? or do you leave it as is when freezing?

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 13:54:21 GMT

i just posted my first myspace blog entry (on the history of easter).

HERE!

keeping up an old easter tradition of mine...

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 04:13:46 GMT

new easter layout.

okay...

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 16:57:19 GMT

i guess a lot of you are going to want an explanation.

i was driving in the car with maya, and she mentioned that she never feels like eating anymore...
except for sushi, miso soup, and double cheeseburgers with bacon.
of course, she didn't say this in sincerity, considering she's a vegetarian and is disgusted by the idea of eating a dead something...

but anyway...we talked about how awesome it would be to have a day where we just sat around and drank jager and vodka and smoked cloves and ate big macs...
that led to a conversation about how sometimes it sucks to be hanging out with your friends and to have them offer you something, and to say "nah...i'm alright" when you really want to join in on the action.

this is a decision i made because i don't want to say i can't do something that i want to do.

i guess, i felt the moment i wanted to start drinking and smoking again, it was all over.

i love you all, and thank you for your love.

vegan lynn.